I have some questions about self-power practices. a) What is self-power exactly? b) Is it just doing anything by your own efforts? c) What are some common self-power practices that you commonly see or hear people doing as a minister? d) When you are doing a self-power practice how do you just f ix it?
An interesting set of questions…. For a) Self-power usually refers to using one’s own efforts to discover Enlightenment, just like the historical Shakyamuni Buddha did some 2,600 years ago by sitting under a Bodhi Tree. For b) Yes, it is doing things by our own efforts. And it the attitude that I can find my own Enlightenment on my own. It is certainly possible, but almost impossible because we no longer have the Teacher (the Shakyamuni Buddha) to guide us. For c) Self-Power is what allows the ego to grow. For example, when one starts to meditate and starts with breathing exercises. Then one gets pretty good at it. And, soon, the ego takes over, and one starts to compare how much better I can meditate than the person sitting next to me. And it goes on and on.
One starts believing that I meditate pretty good. And on and on. The ego grows.
For d) How to fix it… .well it comes with the realization that I need help. And one comes to realize that Other Power can help me. But one has to let go of the ego and become willing to accept help.
The difficulty with the Self Power and Other Power is thinking in a dualistic way—somehow we want Self Power to be the opposite of Other Power. In reality, there is no Self Power because it is used by human beings who are, by nature, temporary and thus limited. Other Power is the energy, workings and grace of the Buddhas.
Only when a human can let go of the ego (and Self Power), then one can allow the Buddhas to have an effect. But, we are trapped as humans. We need Self Power to realize Other Power.
As humans, we only have Self Power. We need our Self Power to begin the journey. And it is only later, when we realize our limitations and come to know how impossible it is to discover Enlightenment by our own efforts… only after giving up (discarding Self Power) can we allow Other Power to work on us.
This is actually a common thread in all of Mahayana Buddhism. Wisdom alone is not enough. We need Compassion. Accepting the Compassion of the Buddhas allows us to become a Bodhisattva (goal of Mahayana Buddhism) which allows Wisdom to be realized.
Gassho (with palms together), Rev. Ron